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Name: Derek Joseph
Country: Christmas Island
State: paranoia
Birthday: 9/20/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: pie music sexNO no sex and i like ninjas but not alot and remember NO PIRATES! and no rape
Expertise: im the lead singger of my band second hand hi and im magic and i can jump real real high
Occupation: Military
Industry: Art


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AIM: doomedtolife7


Member Since: 1/2/2004

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Monday, October 04, 2004

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Yesterday you were proud of what I did

Today you can’t even remember it

Day by day we slowly change

You were running marathons

Now you’re running into problems

And you are still decaying

You’re feeding it or rather drowning

Yea it’s a murder like a suicide

Because you have to be sober sometimes

And realize just what this poison does

How it kills the way you say you love me

And how you remind me of all my friends

Liquored up, defensive and easy to offend

And why now after 16 years

Why now do you admit your fears?

And take the easy way out of reality

I’m grieving the past the parents of old
put the drink down I’m mourning your souls
I can’t reach you under the influence of this fake love

Your conscience drowned deep even I’m above you
and now you drown me out
out of your heart driven me far
far from the past where you hearts were warm
into the flames or the eye of this storm
and now I drown in the beer you poured in my life.

It surrounds me and I can’t drown you out

 

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Sunday, September 19, 2004

wow on a scale of 1-11 today was fucking amazing

danni has apperently been planning a suprise party for me for a little less than a month.  somhow she got my frineds screen names got them to come.  and i had no idea i showed up at nathans thinking we were just gonna like watch a movie or something. so i go inside and annes sitting in the hallway i was like wait anne dosent know nathan and then pat and charley walk out to the hall and im just like whats happening? then i realized it was a suprise party i was like wow this is the coolest birthday iv ever had.  haha wow it was awsome And AND i got the SpeedRacer second season DVDs. wow this is so awsome.


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

well heres a new one about 2 kids stuck in the past, but at different times

 

This chain goes on forever and never ends

It begins, or began with me

One love of mine

Left the love of hers

She knew when we met

That we would end with regret

Like his, forever burning in the back of his mind

Along with your words, the ones that preceded his end

The same ones you started me with “the stars are forever”

I said we are just kids and we’ll never make it

But it feels so wrong to be right

As he thinks to himself at night

What did he lose?

The past or the girl?

The girl is gone now I’ve made sure of that

These chill pills are simply Valium

She needs them to live she needs them to run

He seems to remember a time so clear

When the sky leaked and they held dear

Her impulsive decisions like dancing in the rain

So in love with the world so loudly unashamed

And just look at her now look past her skin

Not this made up shell but what she hides within

These beauty pills are just Valium

She needs them to live she needs them to run

They are lost in the chain

Yea at the bottom of the barrel

He knows her now, how unbearable

He’s stuck in the past and so is she

But he’s stuck her and she’s stuck to me

They refuse to accept, the past is dead

And what they never did will be left unsaid

They had their chance their once in a life time

The stars all burnt out and woke their dreams the same time

These past pills are just placebos

They need them to remember

They need the to re-live

They need to stop this past addiction

They need to realize how memories are never new

Never changed even if the people in them do


Tuesday, September 07, 2004

attention...we are wasting our lives doing nothing worth living

 

The trees creak and scream
”Someone set us free!”

Men lay and sleep

Dig a hole, and plant their feet

There’s no wind blowing through the trees

But the leaves are all falling free

More free than us, they’re floating and falling

We’ve planted ourselves watered and growing

 

The trees cry

In a ripping roots turmoil

We try

And live our lives normal

The sap sticks

Drying out their insides

We’re sick

Of wasting away our lives

They are tearing themselves limb by limb

Trying to get out of the ground and live
we hear the snap of breaking branches

Like gunshots taking lives of innocents

We live everyday like nothing is new, anesthetics in the air

Until it blows our closed minds like they did to theirs

Were killing each other trying to prove we are individual

And the trees are killing themselves ripping out of their home

 

The trees cry

In a ripping roots turmoil

We try

And live our lives normal

The sap sticks

Drying out their insides

We’re sick

Of wasting away our lives

The tree dies

Killed by its longing for freedom

We still lie

Asleep and condemned



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